These days I've been invited into some serious pondering... The type of pondering you get yourself lost in... the one you see in your mind so vividly that it almost feels you can touch it...
If dreams could come true just by having them, even when it sounds so corny... there would be some serious dissasters around us...
Dreams could be achieved so easily that we wouldn't spend all of our lives trying to achieve that something that has escaped our hands so many times... and then what would be of our lives if we no longer have something to go after?
Someone said to me that its the very same answer to the question "what if we had all the money in the world?" that once you accomplish that dream, another dream would emerge and it would get accomplished too and so on... but would it be apreciated? will it be special?
If dreams were so easily accomplished, they wouldn't be dreams anymore, just facts, or easy desires.
Dreams are so hard to materialize because they are... dreams.
I wouldn't have it any other way.
Its, if you humor me, like a battle or like falling in love, even when they feel so distant, they too are very close. If you win a war that you didn't fight, if you get that girl or guy without even trying, doesn't feel the same, you don't value it as much, is not that important, its just that frame in the wall that really doesn't catch that much attention.
And so would become of a dream that in the process of existing didn't make us cry, bleed and become frustrated by the sole complex hability of the dream to seem so distant, and yet so near and inviting.
That's why talking about this dream made it different for me.
It's a likelly dream, its a dream that could turn in to a reality, it's a shared dream... if you understand that... then you have probably been in the same situation.
In the logical evolution of the life time of that dream... there could be a couple of obstacles, like cowardness, and fear, and prejudice. I already feel that I've been true to the dream... but I probably have an aftertaste I don't feel so eager to share.
Its that when you have these dreams that in your life threaten to be life changing, the simplest thing might spoil it... and then yet, destroy the ability of that dream to evolve.
If you are here, half of this dream, I want to confess I'm afraid.'Cause I like this dream, and thinking about the dream, and imagening its close, but I'm afraid that if let the water run, might ruin your half of the dream...I do believe that it will come, but the balance that needs to grow makes it really hard, yet interesting to play along.
Don't be the spot in the horizon.
Smile.
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