Not To Feel overwhelmed or anything

I think I've started to feel a little numb... no wait... I'm numb.
You know when you sleep on your side, on top of you arm, and when you wake up that arm feels as if it doesn't belong to you? that's how a part of me feels... Its not my heart, or any of my limbs, but is something inside.
A part of me has turned numb from so many things, from hurt, from restrictions, from the inhability to see the future in this place sometimes, that many I know just transit these days as if we're made of metal, insensitive, not a feeling in our days... no wait, there are feelings, of impotence, of anger and dissapointment.
This is a never ending hell, the one we're living in.
What is a country without any working force? or illusions... or dreams... or future?
What is a life without anything to look foward? are we in the path into which we're gonna become this image of fullness just there to fill a spot, to populate a place without sustance, without entrance, without exit...
This situation is lacking a solution, when people that live among us have not met better conditions, or better posibilities, or just plain better lives.
What about us the ones that used to lead a better life, that wish we had enough strenght to build a future and now can't afford it?
I once said I wouldn't speak politics in this space, but what if politics just won't respect my boundaries? Politics have crawl into bed with me, into my family dinners, into all of my phone calls, into the plane ticket, into my internet browser, into my grocery store and the most important place... my exclusive peace of mind.
I doubt anyone has peace of mind these days.
The world is going thru some serious problems these days, and each and everyone of us holds a microcell of the reality that surrounds us... filled with dispair, threat, terror, lack of hope and intolerance.
Fortunate each one of you that can wake up everyday feeling that you just woke up to do the things you want to do and that by the end of said day you will be on your way to achieving it.
Some of us do not have that privilege, some of us wake up feeling that tomorrow we will wake up with less hope.