- I've lost 58 pounds. (Impressive right?)
- I've sold my car, my movie collection, most of my furniture, and my apartment.
- I had to sleep in the floor for several days.
- I moved to 3 different places in less than a month. I still have to move once more.
- In case you're wondering... I GOT INTO AFI.
Right, right... you have heard this plenty. I'm sure. Countless of times over Twitter, Facebook, Skype, etc... but the truth is that well I owed it to the blog as well.
In 3 weeks, after I'm done with Embassy appointments, and hopefully some conscious packing, I'll be leaving Venezuela for Sunny LA. In the space of 3 months I've gotten many blessings I think, or good luck or whatever you blame good things happening to people on. The truth is that this is a fantastic time for me, yet I'm scared, terrified.
Anxiety settled comfortably on me like 3 days ago, when over people constantly repeating praises or wishes or just plain hopeful comments make me feel overwhelmed. What if I'm not up to par? I second guess myself on the 3rd day of my period, is a known fact. Today is that day.
I like taking things with no expectations, none at all, blank slate, tonight that plate is like vibrating and I can't honestly stop it.
To you, you, you know who you are, the one that looks over me everysingle day ever since you parted my life at different times. Thank you. I hope I can still take that pencil up the stage.
