Current mood: contemplative
Category: Blogging
I want an IPod.
I used to have an mp3... I sold it for like no reason... I definitelly didn't need the money... I miss not hearing the junk around me.
Having your own soundtrack its amazing.
I should buy one. It might help shutting out all the thoughts that are circling my mind and sometimes give me this rush.
Like for instance, I keep thinking about choices, about the roads we drive and transit every day, just because life ain't a one way ticket... you're always coming back and going foward, like it were some sort of a tide... drawing you back, pushing you out... sometimes just keeping you in a steady place that brings you no achievement.
I like change... change brings natural renewal, new choices and opportunities... changes are necessary... even if they're bad, changes are exciting, shifts you and tests your ability to sail, or to fight that tide.
I rather ride it... I've learned that fighting just brings you pain, and that being stuck might be comfortable but at the same time, its freezing your evolution.
I'm having a great time right now, overall, if I don't count details, its just great... and that makes me satisfied... I'm living my life with all the juicy chaos it brings.
Still I'm ready for a major shift... I want to wake up tomorrow and feel as if I had to get ready for a defiant (is that even a word) situation... facing an edge, a limit... sometimes that noise around me its just dullness, and boredom...When you're concentrated in resolving a situation, nothing else matters, its very silent and peaceful when you do get to focus... there are no insignificant details to take in, no sharp edges to watch, its just living.
Come to think of it, we don't need to mask the noise, we have to go away from it or just shut it... and make our choices.
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